Recently...

"Recently I've been all content and dreaming, I've been."

I had to use the Dave Matthews lyric because I'm sitting here watching the Grammy's and trying to decide whether or not its the Grammy's or the MTV awards.

Also because I have been content and dreaming. In two days, I turn 28 and Ive been thinking what Ive done, what I am doing and what I need to be doing in the future.

These past 28 years have been great. I could have done without the bad handling of money and bad career moves... who knew quitting a full time job to become a bartender would be a bad idea? Anyways, the past is the past and I cant hate it because it led me to where I am now...

Speaking of where I am now, I first have to say that I am without a doubt the happiest I have EVER been in my life. I have a GREAT fiancee-soon to be wife, a good job that keeps me busy, awesome family, and a great group of friends that I know will always be there if I ever Need them and a great dog. There are some things missing though..

I think the biggest thing is that although I like my job, my heart isnt in it as much as it should be. I think that is because I feel in my heart that I should be doing something else, Teaching. I think that until I decide to quit my job and get into the classroom I wont be 100% happy. I am afraid that if I stay where I am for too long, I will miss my window of opportunity. Hopefully I will be able to get to that point sooner rather than later.

On another note. I quite possibly saw the best VT basketball game ever! Aside from the wins over UNC (sorry Ace), Duke and Wake to come back from 18 pts down in the 2nd half against NC State was something special. If we can keep it up and have some good showings againt Chapel Hill and Dook in March we can have a good shot at getting into the Tourney!!

I personally have felt this healthy in a long time.. I need to drop some more weight, but with the Running and Tennis every other day, cutting out soda, and watching calorie intake, I'm feeling great and am never stopping!

Completelyuselessrandomknowledge for the day:

Bourbon whiskey is a "Green" Product, not only are the ingredients all natural, but the casks used to age the bourbon have been used before for other products.